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May 23, 2007
Aimless
Home again. Sitting around. Knowing there's stuff I could be doing--cleaning and organizing the mess that is my room for starters...but not wanting to get into it. And yet, bored. I just feel really aimless, I have a job, but nothing to look forward to aside from August getting here. I have to know by Friday every day I want to take off of work until then. And even August coming. I don't know. Part of me wants college never to end, and part of me is feeling like its become a sort of rut. Which is why people go away their junior year I suppose. Anyway. I think I'm seeing the world through whatever the opposite of rose coloured lenses are this morning. Avoiding doing productive things, and no one is answering their phone.
Maybe I'll try to go back to cleaning.
Posted by kt at May 23, 2007 10:58 AM
Comments
I dunno what all the fuss is about returning home and having time off. But it is absolutely insane to have time that is your own...
Posted by: Ru at May 23, 2007 5:41 PM
Are we there yet?!
Posted by: M. at May 23, 2007 11:12 PM
Things are the best that they've ever been in my life, I think. They're still very hard, but I'm not nearly as angry and depressed as I used to be. I think I'm a bit less fun, but that's OK. I have faith that I'll find my groove again.
How are YOU, my dear?
Posted by: Ru at May 25, 2007 7:36 AM